تابستان 1386 - بیایید قدر خود را بدانیم

baz ham mahe ramezoon az rah resid assan mahe ramezoone qabli ro chi kar kardim vaqean
aya kare mofidi baraie khoda anjam dadim? .....fek nakonam .
omidvaram indafe dige tekrar nakonim va bishtar qadre khodemoon ro bedoonim chon in mah mahe khodast va kheil ba baqie maha farq dare hamoon tor ke khodash gofte *khairon man alfe shahr* .
baraie hameie mosalmona to in mah doa mikonam doos daram hich kas too in mah
dardi ya narahati nadashte bashe hich kas....va hamin tor doos daram har che zoodtar mosalmoona
qodrate vaqe,ee ro be das biaran ta zaleman ro nabood konan.
to in mah bara keshvaram doa mikonam chon ziad nemibinamesh kheili delam barash tang shode doa mikonam hich kodom az iraniha mariz nabashan va khoda az oona razi bashe va inke qadre dolateshoono bedoonan .
too in mah bara kafera ham doa mikonam doa mionam rahe vaqe,ee ro peida konan,too
in mah bara fak o famil baba maman khahar baradaram ham doa mikonam hamashoon be rahe ras hedaiat shan.va omidvaram yeki bashe bara man ham doa kone ta ye momene vaqe,ee bara khoda basham.

midoonid in roozha che roozist ....
rozist ke dar chenin oozi bozorg mardi be donya oomad ke be hame sabet kard haqiqat az hame chiz mohemtar va islam az azizet mohemtar
eshq az joonet mohemtar.
oon asheq bood va be khatere hamin eshq tanha sarmaiash yani joonesh ,doosesh farzandanesh va.....ra taqdime eshqe vaqe,eesh kard oon eshq zamini nabood balke kamelan roohani va mavaraee bood oon eshq khoda bood ke ma har che qad ham laf bezanim ke khoda ro bishtar az khod va azizanemoon doos darim dorooh goftim ye dorooghe mahz.
kash ma agar chenin kari ro nemitoonim baraie khoda anjam bedim hade aqal yade afradi ke ta in had asheqe khoda boodan ro ta abad zend negah darim.

aya ta be hal be in fekr kardin ke az koja oomadin?
chetor bozorg shodin?
va ya inke che tor be inja residin?
... va ya inke che kasi az ma intori khoob moraqebat karde?
aya ta be hal be bache e ke taze be donya oomade negah kardid oon
hich qodrati nadare ke kari bekone pas che tor bad az chan sal
bozorg o qavi o dana mishe?
shayad kheilia began khob maloome khoda...javab dorose ama khoda ye hamchin vazifeie bozorgi ro too hamin koreie zamin be yeki dade ke bedoone hich dasmozd o padashi va faqat be khatere dashtane ye qalbe mehraboon in karo mikone
midoonid oon kie ....?bale dorose oon madare
faqat madar

ei mardom aya kesi az shoma motvajeh shode vaqean in donya az bein raftaniye ...
nemidoonam chem shode val tazegiha kheili in hesso daram...chon yeke yeki az atrafianet kam shodan o raftan oon donya
dige inke in donya hamash range o faribkari taze hame ham daran sare bedas ovordane bishare oon mobareze mikonan
kheili ha daran talaf mishan nemidoonam chi begam vali vaze in donya kheili kharabe
bazam nemidoonam chi begam .....